Wednesday, July 28, 2010

amazing baby


I'm the man who's gotta know
What I've done and what I've lost 'cause of what I've done
And I can't say another word except to say, I'm sorry to you baby
And I don't know another thing except that you're the only girl I love, now
And I cant seem to understand, how I walked away from the best thing I ever had


Molly, I got mad at you, I did somethings I wish I had been better
I did to you what you did to me, but I did it so unexpectedly, I was angry
Molly, I've got news for you, no one understands what we have but me and you
And I dont care what your friends think, what my friends think, what your mom thinks
I'll be with you
'Cause we live and love like each other
We get mad like each other
We were made for each other
But grew up differently


I may have disappointed you, I know you know I'm sure I will do better
If I'm the man that you love the most then lay him down and let me put my 2 cents in
Molly, I'm not begging you, I'm telling you that nothing else should matter
I feel this strong in every bone in my body knows that you're my fucking baby
'Cause we make love like each other
We get mad like each other
We were made from each other
But grew up differently

xx

PS: 1. i love this song 2. "if you really knew me" is an amazing show 3. ily.


inked//

want to get mine already.
these ones are pretty too though :]

Monday, July 26, 2010

July Mix

this mix was inspired by the
songs that make me feel alive
& happy, & free, & just right.

capricorn.

why is my horoscope always right?
"You may have a strong yearning to learn about
something completely different or to travel to
someplace very far away. Unfortunately, it's
more pressing for you to focus on the mundane
side of your life, such as paying bills, being responsible
at work and honoring your personal commitments.
Don't worry about losing touch with your dreams;
you'll get your chance to follow a more distant star
later if you deal with what's right in front of you now."
- Capricorn Horoscope 7/26/2010

Sunday, July 25, 2010

life/update

"the warning here,
your faith has go to be
greater than your fear"
-Julian Casablancas



major plan for this year: graduate & have fun
currently spending all of my time: with alex, swimming, and watching movies
loving: music, alex, and friendships
hating: nothing
watching: project runway
reading: all the harry books over again
desiring: UO sandals and a new bag
listening: julian casablancas, st.vincent, and beach house
excited for: senior year, birthdays, zee beach, tattoo :]
eating: alot of veggies lately
drinking: too much tea, water, and strawberry fanta aha
generally feeling: like im living my own life and feeling older in a good way

Saturday, July 24, 2010

anotherworld


Lie down, you know it's easy
like we did it all summer long
And I'll be anything you ask and more,
going "hey hey hey hey hey hey"
It's not a miracle we needed,
and no I wouldn't let you think so
falling, falling, falling, falling.

Friday, July 23, 2010

bbylove.

fuck.
i love you.

seasonsoflove

i cannot wait until fall starts!!!!
summer needs to end now im sick of it.
i want to wear jean jackets and boots again.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

truth in everything.

why do i relate to this season sooooo much.

spotless mind.


i wish i could "eternal sunshine" some people.

stinkyraerae//

Please don't say we're done
When I'm not finished
I could give so much more
Make you feel, like never before
Welcome, they said welcome to the floor

It's been a while
And you've found someone better
But I've been waiting too long to give this up
The more I see, I understand
But sometimes, I still need you

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

wonder

It’s kind of like when you look at yourself in the mirror and you say your name. And it gets to a point where none of it seems real. Well, sometimes, I can do that, but I don’t need an hour in front of a mirror. It just happens very fast, and things start to slip away. And I just open my eyes, and I see nothing. And then I start to breathe really hard trying to see something, but I can’t. It doesn’t happen all the time, but when it does, it scares me.

I walk around the school hallways and look at the people. I look at the teachers and wonder why they’re here. If they like their jobs. Or us. And I wonder how smart they were when they were fifteen. Not in a mean way. In a curious way. It’s like looking at all the students and wondering who’s had their heart broken that day, and how they are able to cope with having three quizzes and a book report due on top of that. Or wondering who did the heart breaking. And wondering why.

“I remembered this one time that I never told anyone about. The time we were walking. Just the three of us. And I was in the middle. I don’t remember where and I don’t remember when. I don’t even remember the season. I just remember walking between them and feeling for the first time that I belonged somewhere”

Sunday, July 11, 2010

celestica

soooooo hello there :]
these pictures/words pretty much
show everything i feel right now :