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ten things you want to say to ten different people right now

1. alex - i love you
2. betty- i hope things get better for you
3. ann - i miss you
4. jayme - i miss youuuu
5. mom - you need to calm down
6. raerae - i dislike you
7. dad - fuck you your worthless
8. ana - i have so much respect for you.
9. marissa - we need to talk more
10. mrs.peterson - thankyou.

nine things about yourself

1. im 17, nearly 18
2. i usually dgaf about anybody except myself
3. my room is a disaster
4. i like to make things or write in my journal
5. i wish i could move out of this house and never come back
6. im in love with the most amazing person
7. i like trident gum
8. harry potter always makes me happy
9. i wish my hair grew faster

eight ways to win your heart

1. take control
2. deal with my bitchiness
3. make me laugh
4. teach me how to do things i cant do
5. give me your hoodies :3
6. tell me your life story
7. give me hugs without asking
8. help me complete my bucket list

seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1. im tired
2. how many days until graduation
3. when will me and alex hang out today
4. why dont i talk to my friends anymore
5. i wish it was the 60s
6. did i feed lola
7. when will i next have money

six things you wish you’d never done.

1. basically my whole 8th grade year which counts for 8

five people who mean a lot

1. alex
2. betty
3. ann
4. jayme
5. megan

four turn offs.

1. being arrogant
2. bad kissing
3. smelling gross
4. being really fat and not caring

three turn ons.

1. smiles
2. being strong
3. forehead kisses

two smileys that describe your life right now

1. :3
2. :]

one confession

1. i wish i could run away with him.

spies

I awake to see that no one is free.
We're all fugitives - look at the way we live
Down here, I cannot sleep from fear. no
I said which way do I turn?
Oh I forget everything I learn.

baby blue sedan

A nice heart and a white suit and a baby blue sedan,
and I am doing the best that I can.
All the eunichs they were standing in rows singing
"Please stud us out just as fast as you possibly can."
Sad song last dance and no one knows who the band was,
and Henry, you dance like a wooden Indian.
She said this one mattered and I felt it had a spirit,
and I shot the story 'cause I didn't hear it that way.
And it's hard to be a human being,
and it's harder as anything else
and im lonesome when you're around
and im never lonesome when im by myself
and i miss you when you're around

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oblivion

If oblivion is all there is when we die,
If nothing happens other than
Suffering ends, or
An evil life was snuffed out, or
A boring life is at last over,
I think that's a wonderful alternative
To Heaven and Hell,
And I'd choose oblivion.

amazing baby

I'm the man who's gotta know
What I've done and what I've lost 'cause of what I've done
And I can't say another word except to say, I'm sorry to you baby
And I don't know another thing except that you're the only girl I love, now
And I cant seem to understand, how I walked away from the best thing I ever had


Molly, I got mad at you, I did somethings I wish I had been better
I did to you what you did to me, but I did it so unexpectedly, I was angry
Molly, I've got news for you, no one understands what we have but me and you
And I dont care what your friends think, what my friends think, what your mom thinks
I'll be with you
'Cause we live and love like each other
We get mad like each other
We were made for each other
But grew up differently


I may have disappointed you, I know you know I'm sure I will do better
If I'm the man that you love the most then lay him down and let me put my 2 cents in
Molly, I'm not begging you, I'm telling you that nothing else should matter
I feel this strong in every bone in my body knows that you're my fucking baby
'Cause we make love like each other
We get mad like each other
We were made from each other
But grew up differently

xx

PS: 1. i love this song 2. "if you really knew me" is an amazing show 3. ily.

inked//

want to get mine already.

these ones are pretty too though :]

July Mix

this mix was inspired by the
songs that make me feel alive

& happy, & free, & just right.